Two years ago, when I was twelve, I used to believe that me and Nick Jonas were destined. I had pages and pages written about the Jonas Brothers and how I wanted to be there for Nick after his big break up with Miley Cyrus. I thought that if he just got to know me, that we'd fall in love and I'd be his girlfriend. I would go to sleep with thoughts of Nick. I listened to their music like I was drinking water. I taped pictures of them into my diary. I seriously was disturbed. I mean, I know that everybody has celebrity crushes, but I was OBSESSED.
It seems funny to think that all of that was just two years ago. The summer of 2008. In that time, so much has changed and transpired. I feel so much older then I actually am. There are certain things that stand out to me. I have grown spiritually, mentally, and physically. I did things I never would have done in a million, trillion years. I lost friends and made friends. I turned thirteen. I turned fourteen. I learned how to spell actually. I met the Jonas Brothers. My best friend and my crush started dating. I met Jonah Brooks. I faced my fears. I preformed in three plays. I learned that people are not always how they seem (and sometimes they are).
But who I was two years ago, last year, and even in January I'm not anymore. I believe it's for the better. I think I'm more mature. I have changed in the best of ways and experienced things I will never forget. I'm thankfull for my past, content with my present, and overjoyed for the future.
Thanks, God :)