I truly know how weird this is going to sound, but I'm going to say it anyway. So, you're welcome to click the little "x" or keep reading! :)
S t o r y t i m e !
I stumbled upon this guy on Youtube, right? His name is Jeffrey. And as I watched his videos I became sort of infatuated. He's adorable, he's funny..
And as I continued to watch him with awe and adoration, I realized that I don't want to settle. I want to wait for Jeffrey. Or at least someone like him ;)
I stray to guys that I don't really have deep feelings for because crushes are so much fun.
I want to fall in love so bad that sometimes it gets hard to wait.
And I feel like I've written this post 15,000 times and another 15,000 posts obsessed with some new guy.
Maybe I write too much about love in general.
But the thing is, it's really, truly, going to happen when it happens. Whether I meet this guy tomorrow or in a couple years. Whether he makes YouTube videos or or says "Lawlz" out loud. Whether he has a five o'clock shadow or loves magic tricks. Whether he's my age or a little older. Or whatever. Whoever.
I just want to fall in love so badly that the first cute guy who comes around or the first guy to pay me some attention, I wish to make mine. And that's pretty juvenile, I'm just so impatient. I just want someone to put their arms around me and tell me they love me. Someone who gets me and accepts me, flaws and all.
So, whoever you are and wherever you are, I just want you to know that I love you and I'm waiting and I'm going to try not to give my heart away until you get here. But please get here as soon as you can. :)