the future: i don't know what college to pick, if i'm even going to pick one. i don't know what all is going to happen in two years. i don't know if i'm going to be able to get into public school, what i want to do with the rest of my life, how it's all going to work out. who i'm going to marry. where i'm going to live. what classes i'm going to take. and sometimes it stresses me out and confuses me. i want this summer to be amazing, it's my 16th, but i don't want to force things. so, i'm praying that god will help me with everything and that my life will glorify him and follow the plan he has for me.
valentines day: i think it'd be really really wonderful to have a boyfriend. to have him buy me chocolates or flowers or a teddy bear. to kiss me and give me a love letter and say "happy valentines day, i love you." let's be honest: it's valentines day and you've probably thought about how romantic and blissful it would be to have a cheesy red and pink card. and maybe this is totally contradictory to the first paragraph: i'm kind of tired of being a lonely, sixteen year old maid. maybe this summer something will blossom. but for right now? i'm going to enjoy being single. i'm going to love my life as it is. i'm not going to totally ignore the opposite sex - but i'm not going to sit around being depressed because i don't have a cute boy to call mine. i think i need to really get more focused on god than i have been. and he can be my valentine this year.
this post.. this post is all over the place. xoxo, happy valentines day! love you! what did you do to celebrate february 14?