pieces.

i'm sure everyone's doing posts on thanksgiving.. what they're thankful for and all that jazz. maybe they decided to make a list or perhaps a deep paragraph on thankfulness and all the wonderful things in their life. this year, i'm not feeling particularly grateful. i know that's awful and some people have so much less than me.. but recently it's like my anchor, my life jacket.. just disappeared in mid air. everything i could always count on, always had with me.. well, i don't have that anymore. my family is in shreds. and i'm supposed to be okay with it. well, i'm sorry. but i'm definitely not.